I began this morning a little outside my zone of feeling good.
I had a dream about doing too much and being caught-up with the issues of others and my world.
So I began to feel the frustration and the energy of being as some would call F&$K-#^ in my vybz.
I knew in my awareness that this was not how I wanted my day to go. So I shouted out to God
as I made some clear statements of about how I felt and how I know I want to feel.
How do I “Turn It Around and Get In My Zone”
I began receiving revelations for myself of my old programming of waiting for things to be better. Still try to fix things for others – The question came back at me “Who am I waiting to fix my life”
I realize it stopped my decision making process.
Then I found it was tied to making commitments or agreements with others or myself where I begin to feel obligated and no longer fluid to move in the direction I would like to flow in the moment. …aha moment – My Rogers saga… ooooh – not so great service provider, client contracts etc.
Although I’m moving forward in my flow, I discovered I was having this battle with my expectation of “honouring commitments” it has to do with ability to be/feel free flowing, moving from one area or interest to another with ease.
As Bashar would say “Acting on ones highest excitement in the moment”
I noticed I began to blog yesterday out of a sense of obligation instead of flow… hence no post because it was feeling forced and not inspired
So as I move through this, it is in the fore-front of my self-knowing today, as these final programs are released transmuted into what serves me better/best.
My Statement to SELF.
I know I enjoy being in my flow to act on my greatest excitement with effortless, ease and grace.
I know as I honour me, I honour others to do the same.
I think this is a great state of mind to be in knowing that all is well in my world. This is my #Truth, I #Trust it and I know it
Thanks for allowing me to share, if you would like to share your flow of what’s coming to you please feel free to do so. I know something great is coming from this self-knowing and I am happy with my state of being.
Of Course there’s a song in my head.
Much Love and Joy
JF